Name: What if I
Duration: P00H04M27S
Description: This song is about contemplating suicide.

Amanda Jo - What if I

from Slippy Slappy Swenson Swanson... Samsonite. by Stephen "Slumber" Kokas

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This song is about contemplating suicide.

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VERSE 1
Is there anybody breathing
Or are we just set in stone
So much time, so little reason
To break through, into the unknown
Is there anybody seeing
The same day still going so wrong
So much life, so little meaning
To uncover what moves us along

Chorus
What if I, wasn't there, I may never know
Maybe I, shouldn't care, I might lose control
What if I, wasn't real, I may take the fall
Maybe I, wouldn't feel, I may end it all

VERSE 2
Am I lacking understanding
Or am I right on the nose
So many morals to the story
But how it all ends, no one knows
Heavy hearts so demanding
Weighing down, beating slow
All the pain keeps congesting
My thoughts so depressing,
I guess that's my life, I suppose

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from Slippy Slappy Swenson Swanson... Samsonite., released August 10, 2014
Written and Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Stephen Kokas at Sketch Studio in Aston, PA. Featuring Amanda Jo on vocals, and Kevin Mekenney on guitar. Find more of their music at:
www.reverbnation.com/amandajomusic
ZorroGato.bandcamp.com

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